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                  Chapter Five: Road
                   To Nowhen 
                    
                 Leaving
                  Provender Farm was the most difficult thing Teacup had ever had to 
                 deal with since becoming an Equestrian. The farm was more than just 
                 her work, it was her home, her family. Mister and Missus Provender 
                 were like loving parents in her mind, and Teacup cried and cried as 
                 she ambled away with Petal. 
                 Missus 
                 Provender had both hoped for, and dreaded, this day. She had expected 
                 it to come, from the first time she had seen the quivering, 
                 half-aware mare unloaded from the Bureau cart, and carried into her 
                 kitchen. They always leave, she sighed, because that's how it must 
                 be. Still, this was another daughter leaving the farm. 
                 Cornflower 
                 Provender shuffled her hooves, and flicked her tail nervously back 
                 and forth as she watched Teacup and Petal slowly disappear down the 
                 road to South Withers. Teacup had said she was coming back, that this 
                 was just a trip to find a cure for her sadness. That she wanted to 
                 return, and would as soon as she could. With luck, it would not even 
                 be that long a time. 
                 But 
                 Cornflower had already raised three fillies in her life, and once 
                 they leave the farm, really leave the farm, they don't come 
                 back, save for the occasional, rare, visit. 
                 Mister 
                 Provender nuzzled his wife. "Ya did a mighty fine job with that 
                 one, Cornflower. Mighty fine." Missus Provender turned and 
                 buried her muzzle in his graying mane. She wasn't about to let the 
                 old stallion see her weep. 
                   
                   
                   
                 Petal and 
                 Teacup stopped briefly in South Withers, once they had reached the 
                 town, to stock up on supplies for their journey. They had reasoned 
                 that the erasure of memories would almost certainly be a fairly 
                 exotic magic, and one not likely to be found in a rural setting. In 
                 all the their ten years in Equestria, neither had ever heard of such 
                 a thing, and they had seen and heard of many different forms of 
                 magic. Magic was commonplace in Equestria -every unicorn naturally 
                 expressed it- more than this there were magical plants, magical 
                 creatures and magical artifacts either within its borders, or outside 
                 them. If in a decade they had never heard of memory magic, then 
                 surely it was unusual at least, if not actually hidden away 
                 somewhere.  
                 If, of 
                 course, such magic even existed. But, Teacup's argument that 
                 engulfing an entire planet was magnitudes greater than merely erasing 
                 a few memories carried weight. It was unlikely that if power such as 
                 that existed, that erasing memories would somehow be too hard to do. 
                 The two 
                 ponies had decided to head first to Hoofington, which was known to 
                 have both large bookstores, and a significant library. If they could 
                 find nothing there, they could continue on to Manehattan, by way of 
                 Ponyville if need be. There was also the possibility of going the 
                 other direction, and traveling directly from Ponyville to nearby 
                 Canterlot. That destination both intrigued and frightened them. 
                 On one 
                 hoof, if any magic such as they desired existed, Canterlot would 
                 almost certainly have it. Canterlot was the capital of Equestria, and 
                 the home of the twin princess-goddesses that ruled over the realm. 
                 Anything even vaguely important would surely be found there. 
                 But, on 
                 the other hoof, the fact that memory erasure had not been made a part 
                 of Conversion, nor ever offered to any newfoal, sat heavily with both 
                 Petal and Teacup. It was such an obvious boon, yet it was never 
                 mentioned even as a possibility. This suggested strongly to them that 
                 such magic might even be forbidden in some way.  
                 Neither 
                 Petal, nor Teacup wanted to do anything against the wishes of their 
                 sovereigns, nor the laws of Equestria, but their pain was great, and 
                 in the end, the only ponies that could possibly be hurt if something 
                 went wrong were they, themselves. It seemed cruel to them, if memory 
                 magic was somehow forbidden, to deny it when it could do such obvious 
                 good. They had both known what it was to live in a world where it was 
                 common to be denied basic necessities for arbitrary, even downright 
                 mean reasons. Thus they both knew what it was to find ways around 
                 rules, merely to survive. This was no different in their minds. 
                 Thus 
                 trotting into the very heart of rule in the land and poking about for 
                 what very well might be a forbidden magic did not appeal to them as a 
                 wise thing to do. Perhaps, along the way, they could find out whether 
                 or not such magic was allowed without raising suspicion. Then they 
                 could decide which direction to ultimately take, Manehattan, or the 
                 other way, to Canterlot. 
                 They had 
                 briefly considered daring to ask the princesses directly for help. 
                 But that, that was just crazy. Asking a living goddess to help them 
                 with their personal problems seemed frighteningly selfish and 
                 ridiculous. Worse if they were denied, or told that such magic was 
                 disallowed, then that would be the end of all their hope, forever.  
                 South 
                 Withers was a moderately sized community, much larger than the town 
                 of Clydesdale that Petal knew. The old fairgrounds were unused now, 
                 but the many shops and stores that had grown up around the fair, 
                 before it had been moved, still thrived. South Withers had become a 
                 hub of commerce for all the farming villages nearby, and a 
                 distribution point for the things they grew. 
                 Teacup led 
                 Petal through the town. She knew it well, having come here many times 
                 with Mister Provender over the years. She took Petal to the Toffee 
                 Tower, her favorite candy store. It wasn't really much of a tower, 
                 though it had been constructed to vaguely look like one. It would be 
                 nice to have some sweet treats on the trip. 
                 The Toffee 
                 twins were there, as usual, Almond and Cashew. Almond was up front, 
                 at the counter, Cashew pushing a cart filled with sweets out from the 
                 back. "Teacup! How nice! Are you here with Mister Provender 
                 doing shopping today?"  
                 Almond 
                 noticed the pony with Teacup "Oh, Hello, I remember you from the 
                 party! You're the unicorn Missus Provender sent for aren't you? The 
                 one that made the funny face!" 
                 "Yes, 
                 that's me, I'm Petal. Howdy do!" Petal did her funny face again 
                 at Almond, which made both twins laugh. 
                 "We're
                  here to pick up some sweets to take with us. We're going on a 
                 journey together." Teacup sniffed at a display filled with 
                 candied flowers. 
                 "Oooh!
                  Where are you going?" Cashew wanted to know. 
                 "Um...
                  we are kind of heading to Manehattan, I think." Teacup went and 
                 collected a small basket with a handle, and began choosing sweets to 
                 put into it "We figure they might have some good bookstores 
                 there. And a big library." 
                 "You're
                  after books? We do have a bookstore in Withers, you know that, 
                 right?" Almond was proud of his town. 
                 "We're
                  after some special books." Petal had found some gummy apple 
                 drops and signaled to Teacup that she wanted some added to the 
                 basket. "Books about the mysteries of magic, thaumaturgical 
                 studies, that sort of thing." 
                 "Hmmm...
                  you know..." said Cashew thoughtfully "You might try the 
                 library in Ponyville. It's a small town, but it's right next to 
                 Canterlot, and Celestia herself sponsors the librarian there, or so 
                 they say. You have to go through there to get to Manehattan. Bet you 
                 could find some rare books there!" 
                 Teacup and 
                 Petal exchanged glances. If Celestia herself was involved with the 
                 town, maybe they should avoid it. They still didn't know if what they 
                 were trying to learn was even allowed. "We'll certainly give 
                 that a try, thanks a lot!" Petal said, as cheerfully as possible. 
                 "You 
                 still might check out Coriander's Books" Almond grumbled. 
                 "You just might be surprised." 
                 "Well,
                  then," Petal gave a wink to Teacup "We'll definitely have 
                 to give them a try before we leave town!" This caused Almond to 
                 brighten considerably. 
                 Leaving 
                 the candy shop, Teacup's saddlebags bulged with the addition of not a 
                 few treats. Teacup was proud to carry the saddlebags on her back. 
                 They were a traveling gift from Missus Provender, and bore the mark 
                 of Provender Farms: a cornucopia filled with hay. As they ambled down 
                 the street, Teacup caught Petal watching her admiring the bags. 
                 "Saddlebags
                  are just the best, aren't they?" Petal smiled "I adore 
                 mine. I can carry so much in them, and they feel like old friends, now," 
                 "Missus
                  Provender gave these to me, before I left. They used to be 
                 hers." Teacup was silent for a long while "I miss her. I 
                 miss the farm." 
                 "We 
                 could turn back, Teacup. We don't have to do this." 
                 "And 
                 then what? Nothing would change. We'd still feel different and alone. 
                 I, at least, would probably grow bitter as the years went on. I don't 
                 want that. No. We go on." Teacup was resolute. 
                 "Ok, 
                 ok! Just checking. Hey, should we check the local bookstore, just in case?" 
                 "Um...
                  maybe." Teacup looked thoughtful for a moment "I have an 
                 idea. Coriander is a unicorn as I recall. There aren't many in these 
                 parts, you've probably noticed, being a farming community. But... we 
                 might try asking about the magic we're looking for. We might at least 
                 get some idea about how magic like that is viewed. I don't think 
                 we'll find any useful books, but we might at least learn something." 
                 "Hmmm...
                  I guess it wouldn't do any harm." Petal agreed "Let's go 
                 see this Super Impressive Coriander the Amazing Bookstore Unicorn 
                 then!" Petal giggled at her overly grandiose pronouncement, and 
                 Teacup just had to laugh too. 
                 Coriander 
                 was indeed a unicorn, and he sat at the back of his astonishingly 
                 packed bookstore. It really was filled with books. On shelves. In 
                 piles behind the door. In piles on top of other piles. It was a bit 
                 of a struggle just to navigate all the way to the back without 
                 knocking over something. Teacup stepped carefully, bending this way 
                 and that so her saddlebags wouldn't topple one of the tall, barely 
                 balanced stacks. 
                 The 
                 unicorn was old, very old, and his mane had turned the color of snow, 
                 along with much of his once blue coat. He was busy reading a large, 
                 heavy book, the glow from his horn intermittently turning pages. 
                 Coriander's gruff voice was loud in the small store "Ah, 
                 customers? I haven't had customers in a long while. You are 
                 customers, right? You're not here for directions, or to sell me 
                 something are you?" 
                 "No. 
                 Yes! I mean, we are most definitely customers. Potential customers, 
                 to be precise. We would like to be customers, provided that you have 
                 what we are looking for, which by no means are we absolutely sure 
                 of." Petal seemed oddly flustered. Perhaps Coriander had 
                 startled her, somehow. 
                 "Well,
                  well! This is quite the positive development then!" Coriander 
                 turned from his book to face them, still sitting on a small, padded 
                 hoofstool. "Usually I get salesponies, or the occasional colt 
                 using my shop for hide-and-seek. I am indeed honored to have real 
                 customers! How can I help you grand mares today?" The ancient 
                 stallion grinned widely at them, his teeth yellowed but intact. 
                 "My 
                 friend here, she's called Petal, by the way, - and I'm Teacup, howdy 
                 do - is interested in learning magic. I mean, she already is magic, 
                 she's a unicorn, she does magic of course, but..." Teacup had 
                 been surprised by Coriander, and was still unsure of how to put 
                 things "... what I mean is that she wants to learn more magic, 
                 being a unicorn and all, and well... um.. you wouldn't happen to have 
                 any books on that would you? Um, magic, I mean." 
                 Coriander 
                 looked at Teacup for a while, as though he was sorting her out in his 
                 mind "Not really much call for magic in these parts, to tell you 
                 the truth. Now farming, I have books on that. When to plant, what to 
                 plant, what not to plant and where you shouldn't plant what you 
                 shouldn't be planting when you shouldn't be planting at all. I've got 
                 stacks of books up to here - " Coriander nodded at a 
                 particularly tall pile of books "all about farming. Mostly 
                 because what we have in this region is, unsurprisingly, farmers." 
                 Teacup 
                 just stared, Petal however giggled happily at this strange outburst. 
                 "In 
                 retrospect, filling my shop with books about farming may have been a 
                 mistake. Being that everyone for miles around is a farmer, and the 
                 descendant of farmers that have been farming for as far back as 
                 anyone can remember..." Coriander nodded at a huge, multiple, 
                 entwined, triple stack of books that ran all the way to the ceiling 
                 "... it should have been obvious that the last thing any of them 
                 would actually need to read would be a book about what they were 
                 already expert in." The aged unicorn sighed loudly "A bit 
                 foolish on my part, really." 
                 "How 
                 do you stay in business, then?" Teacup felt very sorry for the 
                 poor old unicorn. 
                 "Mostly,
                  I farm." Petal laughed out loud at that. Coriander gave her a 
                 wink "I run an orchard just outside of Withers. I'm too old for 
                 labor anymore, so I sit here, and have hired hooves buck my peaches 
                 for me. I wouldn't have known how to do any of that except..." 
                 "Except
                  for all the books here!" Petal finished the bookseller's 
                 words for him. 
                 "Yup."
                  With that, Coriander smiled the biggest smile yet. 
                 Coriander 
                 actually did have a small selection of books about magic, and in 
                 retrieving them for the mares to see, Teacup saw how it was that the 
                 massive stacks had been made. Watching the ancient stallion use his 
                 glowing horn to lift entire piles of books, hold them steady in 
                 mid-air, separate them, pluck individual tomes from out of the 
                 resultant cloud, then reshuffle and restack the books neatly was 
                 thrilling for her. Teacup began to wish her new friend enjoyed magic 
                 more, because it was wonderful to see. In all of her ten years on the 
                 farm, she had seen pegasai, of course -weather being quite important 
                 to the business of farming- but not many unicorns at all. She'd 
                 certainly never seen magic used on this scale. 
                 When the 
                 show of shifting books was over, Teacup was a little disappointed. 
                 Books flying around like birds was really quite entertaining. 
                 "Hmmm..."
                  Petal was checking out Coriander's small selection of books on the 
                 topic of magic "'My First Book Of Basic Spells', 'How To Care 
                 For Your Horn', 'Horn Health And You', Ah!..." Her own horn 
                 glowed as she hovered a very old, small red book in front of her "'Appropriate
                  Thaumaturgy: A Practical Guide To The Proper Use Of Magic', 
                 second edition... hmmm... University Of Canterlot. How much 
                 for this one, Mr. Coriander?" 
                 "Let's
                  see..." Coriander floated the book away from Petal's glowing 
                 grasp, and turned it, hovering in the air, so that he could see the 
                 inside back cover "I always write a little note inside so that I 
                 can..." The bookseller squinted for a while "Um, Teacup, 
                 was it? Can you see how much this is?" The book now floated in 
                 front of Teacup's eyes.  
                 Teacup 
                 suddenly looked shocked. Her eyes went wide, and her pupils narrowed. 
                 "Um.... I... no... I can't..." She turned her head 
                 away, and looked down at her own flank, her ears drooping. "I 
                 can't... tell." 
                 Petal 
                 stared at Teacup for a moment, then jumped in "How about I make 
                 you an offer, Mr. Coriander? You see, we're going on a long trip, so 
                 I can't give you a lot, but.." she brushed in front of Teacup, 
                 filling Mr. Coriander's attention entirely "...maybe you'd 
                 consider, oh, say..." Teacup realized that she was no longer on 
                 the spot, and looked up. She quietly backed up through the piles of 
                 books until she was at the front door again. Then she softly opened 
                 the door, and went outside. 
                 Teacup sat 
                 down on the wooden sidewalk in front of the bookstore. She hung her 
                 head, and waited. 
                 After some 
                 time, Petal stepped outside and closed the door behind her. In her 
                 mouth was the little red book. She looked at Teacup, then carefully 
                 put the book into her own saddlebags. She sat down next to Teacup. 
                 They sat 
                 there for a little while, in silence. "The Equestrian written 
                 language is kind of difficult." Petal gave Teacup a 
                 little nudge "And there sure isn't a lot of call for it on a 
                 working farm."  
                 "I 
                 know a few words, from experience." Teacup was studying the 
                 sidewalk intently "Flour, Apples, and I can spell 'Provender 
                 Farm' too. I memorized that from the sign at the front. There was 
                 just so much to do, and... needing to read things never really came 
                 up, it just... didn't." 
                 "It's 
                 OK, Teacup. This isn't Earth, remember? You were taught what you 
                 needed to know for the life you were leading." Petal pondered 
                 for a moment "You know, maybe Missus Provender doesn't know how 
                 to read either. I'm sure she would have taught you, if she could 
                 have. She really cares for you, you know." 
                 "I 
                 know she does. It's just that, before...here... only the worst... 
                 most hopeless... reading was the only way to hope to get the degrees 
                 necessary to even have a job and..." Teacup faltered. 
                 "Like 
                 I said, this isn't Earth. Here, farming is valued. It's vital. 
                 Knowing how to grow things is important here... and whatever 
                 it was you knew as a human really doesn't matter anymore. Well, probably 
                 doesn't. What did you do?" 
                 "Nanofabrication
                  science. I was a Nanofabricator for Eastcorp. Programming and... 
                 hopper maintenance." Teacup played with her front hooves, making 
                 little clopping sounds on the sidewalk "I studied for four 
                 years, all while living on the street to get that job. I pulled 
                 myself out of the favela. Just for a little respect, just for... I 
                 studied so hard..." 
                 "Teacup,
                  you are a fine mare, and you are not a human. You are 
                 a pony, a farm pony, and I am proud to be friends with such a 
                 highly respected farmer from such an amazing place as 
                 Provender Farms!" 
                 Teacup 
                 looked up, finally, and found Petal's eyes utterly serious, and 
                 utterly without guile. She meant every word, and it shone from her 
                 like sunshine. 
                 "We're
                  really friends?" 
                 Petal 
                 giggled loudly, and the whole world brightened. She nuzzled Teacup 
                 "Of course, you silly goose. I liked you from the moment I met 
                 you. Now, let's get going!" 
                 "I'm 
                 a pony, not a goose." Teacup had raised her head, 
                 and her ears had lifted up high again. 
                 "But 
                 if you were a goose, I just know you'd be good at that, too." 
                 In that 
                 moment, Teacup suddenly decided that she very much liked having Petal 
                 Confetti for a traveling companion. 
                   
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